Thinking hard

Been busy schedule with life n work. lotz of things in my mind. Not sure where to start how to start or even WHAT to start. oh boy!!!! i guess it's hard to startup or maybe fear of not being success. optimistic vs pessimistic... always there when u wanna decide something. gai.... it's like your heart say like that but your brain doesn't follow or vice versa. so in d end just sit there doin nothing haha.. i would just say wait the money fall from sky. so r we making for $$ or $$ make for us? in order word eat to live or live to eat...hahha me sot sot tei lioa